Super Nannies

You've done it again, Father...just when I thought the climb up the mountain was too much, your mercies were new this morning! The retaining wall project drags on and it is such physically demanding work, that I find myself falling in to bed at night barely able to read/write. Worn out by that and fasting all day yesterday for the Nanny situation, I felt ready to throw in the towel. This a.m., we had two possible people to watch the children for us. I'm starting to get the impression that You really want us to move forward with this ;-)

Not only do we have 2 possible nannies, but we also had a visit today from someone interested in purchasing 2 rooms of furniture and a bunch of other things. You're there, you've always been there and you always will be there...yet I doubt. I made my t0-do list this a.m. of what I thought I needed to accomplish today, and you showed up to meet needs not even on my list. One of the guys was praying about the Garden of Gethsemane last night during, "Let's Pray," and I felt like I was in my own Gethsemane, although the weight of what I'm going through cannot come close to comparing with you taking our sin upon the cross. I love you, Lord, but I pray that you teach me to love you more. Help me with my unbelief.